I ,currently, like three people: My best friend, a boy who doesn't contact me but apparently likes me too, and a boy who my other good friend likes too.
See why this blog is titled that?
I have had a rough week. My best best bestfriend, in the whole entire universe, got suspended from her school and won't contact me. I was talking to somone who knew about it and they said it was because I was annoying and because my friend hates me. That put a damper on me. I hurt myself and it felt weird. It was like this blinding pain. And when I did it I didn't cry and I felt like I could breathe and I smiled. It is wonderful. I felt better afterwards other than the sting of the cut but it still felt better than it would have if I didn't.
Two people saw it though and asked about it. They wanted me to promise not to do it again. I couldn't look at them. One of them actually said I was good at hiding my feelings. That made me smile. I don't like to burden people with my feelings. They get bored listening. =D
Well I gotta go study for a history test. I am excited I get to go to cali tomorrow.
See ya around
~N~T~
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