Music: Out Here All Night by Damone and Not You're Alone By Saosin
Location: In my living room
Mood: tired/ cold
In need of: A hug from a certain somone
My heart has so many strings, strings that belong to so many people. Those people hold my heart, if they pull to tight. My heart will hurt. It will be squeezed till it hurts and I scream. But no one hears, because they are too far away to listen.
I made that up all by myself. Amazing eh?
So theres this girl who always gets me all fired up. She ,whether its conciously done or not, loves to make me jealous and sometimes I can ignore it and other times I can't help it. Envy is such an ugly feeling. I wish I didn't have that emotion. But alas I do. And it sucks. Big time.
I also have to go see a therapist. God those freaking weirdos. I hate going to see them. They freak the shit out of me.
My mom and my dad are all crazy on my ass. Its all hectic and they make it worse. I wish Mrs. B had kept her mouth shut. But again, we don't always get what we want. God. So just another blog thing for another stupid update of my pathetic life.
Here you go.
~NT~
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